With these voices going on and on, it's can affect a person's life. The negativity affects the self-esteem, the hallucinations affect judgments, the noises cause irritation and affect concentration, thus, the person becomes easily frustrated and disorganized. As time goes, it affects the person's thinking process and the person may say things which doesn't make any sense. Besides that, strange movements can also be observed.
If you see anyone close to you who seems to be easily upset by very trivia matters and often carries suspicions that others are viewing them differently..., Don't take it for granted. These are some of the starting symptoms of a person having some mental struggle. Show more concerns and talk more to these people, try and have them open up and not dwell on the issues by themselves.
These are just some of my own observations and opinions.
I have this feeling it's gonna get worse very soon for my sis. As her murmuring are getting more rapid and meaningless, it's like as though I can feel the railway of thoughts rushing through her mind at great speed. You can't stop her because she will deny and unknowingly continue. If you probe her, she will get agitated and push you away. Extra patience, I need extra patience... Simple talk will not work. I need to bring the conversation deeper... But how?
Besides my sis, my mum also depressed again. The negative symptoms of Schizophrenia. Lack interest, don't feel like doing any work, just feel like lying on bed, procrastinating.
WHY IS THIS HAPPENING!? Is this some kind of joke?! Sometimes I wonder, could it be my past life was an evil person, that's why they're torturing me? If so, let it be me, don't let them suffer!
Well, after throwing all these out into this virtual space, I still gotta be stronger and face these challenges of my life. I'm not giving up, and you guys better not.
俺はあきらめていない。 聞くか?!
